The cost of self-blame

“You turned your mind into a place nobody can rest in, especially you” 🤯

dude

This hit really hard

You know people say all this but no answer, yes I understand what I’m doing I don’t like it how to fix?

My twist to this is that people (like me) would use guilt as the fuel for the system he described. 

It was only after realizing that I would never be able to "pay" the "debt" I deemed for my crime of existing that I realized that my system was based on a flawed, unplayable circle of self hated and self punishment. 

And let me tell you that realizing made my life so much better. I have finally started to feel more connected and first person view then the appropriate described 3rd person view. 

I legit teared up. Why is this stranger talking about me.

Woah…

Put a beat behind that and I think dude has a Grammy.

Goddamn