I couldn’t get the other option??

I wished I craved exercise like I crave cheese.

Why did I get the binge eating disorder and not the “heroin chic-I don’t be” eating disorder!

Also wtf did I get the weird chubby girl with a slow metabolism autism and not the “good at math and hyper-metabolism” autism like my flipping cousins?! This is bullshit. My genetics did me dirty.

Although, I will say two things: 1) lost weight and had surgery so bingeing isn’t much of a thing anymore, at least. And I don’t actually wish for a different ED, they’re all rough. And 2) today I changed my mind on getting anything at McD and my partner tried to call me out on not ordering because I felt guilty that they had just bought me something (they were correct) but when I said: “I’m trying not to eat McDs” he thought I said: “I’m tryin not to eat.”

The second thing holds no relevance other than being a funny moment where he misheard my want to eat out less as me trying for a shiny new ED.

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Haters gonna hate

poor girl. :( I want to give her a hug

This is hilarious to me because I’m skinny depressed, but also makes me sad because my sister is fat depressed, and I don’t want her to let herself go…

Wellbutrin is the only anti depressant that I stayed neutral with my weight. It didn't really work for me. All the other ssri made me gain weight but worked better.

Idk. I farm and build grain bins. There's only one person on our crew that can out work me. But I just have it in my head that it's a competition and I stay really fit by just outworking as much of the crew as possible.

Girl, you have strummed my face with your fingers.😄