Can't access my account

Does anybody in this subreddit work at tiktok or have somebody they know that works at tiktok bc I'm signed out of my account and I'm trying to make tiktok give me my email that's t8ed to my account @mj359 so that I can verify it but their bots keep denying me access to my own Gmail due to TikTok’s privacy policy even tho that's my account! 😭