Long story short

So a few years ago I was unable to go live anymore on tiktok because of one of my friends dancing very wrongly. I was never warned prior to this mistake and or done anything wrong. I tried to then put in an application to go live again and got denied. Fast forward a few years, i try again to thn get denied again. I then just go onto others' lives to see almost porn. In fact, someone was playing a porn game on a live stream. Over the years, I have been documenting a lot of it into some folders, even finding out about tiktok dosent mind 13 and 14 year old showing off their body's. I even reported a lot of these things to the system telling me there's nothing wrong. Now, am I having a valid reason to crash out?