How come I'm not blocked but can't see a particular tiktok?

I made a comment when I could still view it and it blew up. A lot of people got what I meant but a lot of people also didn't so they thought I was hating. I can't even reply to them properly to defend myself because all I'm getting are notifs I'm sure I'm gonna lose track of if I don't see the post itself. I'm sure it wasn't set to friends only because their following is only 500+ and by now I think my comment has around 5k likes, probably more by now. I wasn't blocked either because I can still see their account and posts made. Also tried viewing from someone else's account and it doesn't show up on there either. I'm certain the tiktok is still up because I'm still getting notifs.

Is there any way I can fix this or at least delete my comment? It's too much of a chore to constantly delete them in my notifications. I didn't want to turn off notifs for all my activity.