I can’t sleep without a TikTok trend’s videos. Not just the song, but the full trend and videos to scroll through

Does anyone remember the Ark Patrol “Let go” trend, with all the too good to be real looking showers and rooms? “Which would you choose?” Then numbered options? I literally can’t sleep without scrolling through those videos. I have no idea what it is, but it quiets my mind and makes me feel so sleepy and nostalgic. I keep trying to sleep without it but it’s never worked and I just toss and turn. I tried to tell someone this before and they laughed saying it was silly (which I guess it is). It brings me so so much comfort. That’s all :’)